Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Where do I start?

Okay. So I just gotta say one thing. Sorry for not posting sooner. To be honest, life has been pretty hectic. No one even reads my blog anyways, so I don't know why I write this thing anyways, but if someone out there is reading, please tell me you're there.


Sooooo.. I moved into a new apartment. With a roommate. I have begun to cook a lot.
my best friend moved away for college. I am a little to sad about that, but hey. not to much I can do about it.

Let us talk about boys for just a moment:
I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME GET A BOYFRIEND NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED. WHERE IS MY MISTER RIGHT?!?!?!?!
I really do not understand. Everyone around me is getting engaged and having babies and I'm over here like, yo? you wanna watch some tv and stuff your face with oreos? cause that is what I am doing for the night. But for real. I just don't understand. I can't think of anything that is wrong with me. Not a thing about me.
I just don't get it.
Okay. rant over


i will try to post more soon, but we will see how that goes.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Woo, look at the time pass!

Okay, it has been forever since I have last posted.
But let me tell ya what has been going on. I got my own place. I don't know if I have mentioned that yet. It is sooooo nice.

But I want to talk about my latest shopping experience.
A trend lately has been to go thrift store shopping. Pretty self explanatory. Go to thrift shop, buy clothes, wear them.
So I didn't think it was gonna go very good, but I was wrong. I got a pair of BCBG Paris jeans. They are a smidgen tight, but I'm on a diet, so that should be better in a while.
I also got two pairs of shorts and a New York and Company cardigan. I really like it. I think I might go again this weekend just for the heck of it.
If I ever want earrings, rings, or bracelets, or any accessory really, I go to Forever 21. also went to F21 and got two scarves. One is black, and one is tribal print. I also went a little jewelry crazy. I got a cross bracelet that is gold. I also got a pack of mismatched earrings for my recent cartilage piercing.  I have really been wanting some hoops, so I went and looked, and I got some adorable hoops! they are also gold. I got some rings too.
It has been way past time for me to change my nose ring, so I went to Icing to get some new rings and they were all to short. That really sucks since they are about $14. But I think I will just give them to a friend. I wanna get some tomorrow.
Other than that, I got some make-up remover wipes from Ulta.
I am gonna finish my night, and I think that is all for tonight. I  took some Benadryl for my allergies. They are killing me.
So everyone have a good night!

Saturday, February 16, 2013

All moved in

So awhile back, I told ya'll I was moving. Well I did! I moved in my apartment and everything. It is awesome. I have just one more box to unpack. I have lived here for a week today, I think. lol
I love living by myself. I have noone to take care of except myself. It is awesome just getting to do whatever I want when I want too. I am definitely going to miss my mom once she moves, but I guess this is part of growing up.
My other favorite thing about living alone is that I know that what I have will always be there. I don't have to worry about anything. Everything is mine!!!

That's all for now, folks. (:
-Tasha

Saturday, February 2, 2013

Scurdy Cat..

My dad hasn't ever really been there except for my birthday and Christmas when it is time to give me money. I love my dad, I just wish I had gotten to have a relationship with him. He chose an addiction over his kids. I am really envious of girls with fathers that spend time with them...but the only thing I can hope for is that my husband will be there for our kids like I wished my dad had been.
That brings me to my next point.

My whole life, I have just dated people because I was just looking for a father. I just want someone to love me. That's all. Just an unconditional love. I want someone to protect me. I would like to have someone be there for me.
I am really bad about pushing away the people that I REALLY care about and really care about me, and inviting the ones in that couldn't give two fucks about me. And that is my problem. I am so afraid that someone I truly care about will stop caring.

Which is why I am working on making better relationships with people. I have to find someone that I know isn't gonna hurt me. I know that I am gonna have to accept that I will never have one of those "father-daughter" relationships. It's a fantasy. But I can do my best to make sure that I establish good, intimate relationships with people I love. Which is exactly what I am working on.

Friday, February 1, 2013

ENCOURAGEMENT

This is honestly the best video I have ever watched. It is amazing. Sooo YOU should go watch it.
Yes, you. You should watch it.
It'll make you feeeeeel so much better.
So please go watch it. (:


All credit goes to Kid President.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-gQLqv9f4o&feature=youtu.be




What was I thinking?

Alright, we are gettin in the meaty subjects tonight. I know it has been awhile, but it has been a hectic few weeks.


So lets do this thang. (:

Awhile back I knew I really liked this guy...Let's call him....Zac. I felt like it was one of those relationships where we jumped into it before we really knew each other that well so everything was a little awkward.
Well in the meantime, I had a best friend...lets call him...Luke. We had been really good friends because we worked at McDonalds and spent a lot of time together. I was so much comfortable with him than I was with Zac. So I decided that I liked Luke more than I liked Zac. Which was dumb. You see, Zac treated me wayyy better that Luke did. Like a girl should be treated. Which leads me to my next point.

I AM FUCKING DUMB.


Okay, that was a little harsh. But true.
Nowww, Zac and I have started talking more. Honestly, I think it was good that we broke up. Just because now we know each other more. and things are going good. He's cool. He's sweet. He's funny. and he's nice.
For now, we will see how things go. But I am liking the direction things are headed in.
Also, I would like to say sorry for how freaking dumb I was/ and still am.(:

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Luke Bryan, marry me

Okay. this is totally fan girling, but I am deeply in love with Luke Bryan.
Let's just say...........there is not a picture album in my phone dedicated to him or anything. but for real. There isn't. Maybe...
I fell in love with his Tailgates and Tan lines. I hadn't listened to it in forever, but today I found myself jumping right straight to that album. it's just so damn good. Seriously, give me 1 hour with that man, and I'd make the most of it. You can put your bottom dollar on that one. that's for sure.
But seriously, I am extremely jealous of his wife and childrens.
But lets talk about his album
It consists of some of my favorite songs:
1. Drunk on You
2. and just pretty much every other song on the album
I had it on repeat all day.
It's really hard to keep it to just a couple of photos.but have a good time looking (:
We should all just take time out of our day to just admire this good looking.
These photos are not mine. I have no idea whose they are, but thanks for letting me use them!
The credit goes to you!

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Girl, you so devious.

First off, deviousness just makes me think of sex. I don't know why. Don't ask me why, cause I'm just gonna tell you I don't know why. Just does.
So for Sociology, we have to do a project about deviance. We all had to pick something devious to do and then report about it.
We could either just write a paper or make a video and we would get a grade replacement later. To be honest with you, I really just want the grade replacement,or else I wouldn't be doing this.

Soooooooo my project is that I'm gonna go to places like Tarrjayy(Target) and Wal-Mart and just public places like that and to dance behind people!
Yes, that's awkward. which is really awkward for me. becasue I'm awkward like that, but hey it's for school. And the worst part is that our teacher is gonna show the whole class. If I actually end up making the video, I will post it online.
I will be taking Olivia, Corey, and Jennifer, so I don't think it will be to bad if they are there with me. We can't tell the people what we are doing if they catch us.
I'm such an awkward person. I just want to let everyone know that I got the idea from Mrs. Ellen Degeneres. The master of pranking. Speaking of pranking, I think I am gonna start pranking people. That would be fun. Antiwho,

So basically, I am just gonna walk up to some random person and start dancing behind them until they catch me, then I have to walk away like nothing is happening. I feel bad for not telling them what I am doing, but hey. it's good to keep people on their toes. (;
So I really hope this isn't as bad as I think it's gonna be. I think the worst part will be showing people in class. But I'll never see these people again for most likely the rest of my life.
That's all. For now.
Everyone should do something devious. It's good for the soul.

Until later....

xoxo-Tasha

Moving?!?!

My mom has been talking about moving for awhile and I didn't think she actually meant it. So she went to Arizona over Christmas break to see my grandma because she also recently moved out there. The deal is, she is moving in February and I am dead set on not moving.
So this means if I don't find a roommate, then I will basically have to move there or be homeless for awhile. So I am trying to find a place to live. I am pretty sure I would barely be able to afford an apartment by myself. That means I would have to make close to 400 dollars to live alone, and I don't think that would even be possible. Plus, I would have to get approved for an apartment. Anyways, I am really stressing. I don't wanna go, but I guess if I don't have any other option I am going to have to.
Talk to ya'll later...
:(

Sunday, January 13, 2013

My Weekend

Alright, so I'm pretty sure I said that I would post Friday night. That didn't happen because I ended up being called in to work Friday night.
This is how my weekend went. It was pretty boring.
So Friday I read The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I finished it that day and now I can't find anywhere to watch the movie. :( which I reeeealllly want to. Then I went to work from 8-12. Then I came home took a shower and went to bed. I was exhausted.
Saturday: I worked. (with my arch nemesis) then I got off work. I only had to work 12-5 and I got off early, which I really didn't want to. After that I came home and was having a really relaxful evening. My niece just got her tonsils taken out so we were playing. After that, I took her and my sister home. the weather was supposed to get bad, but it never did. I was gonna go hang out with a good friend, but some stuff happened, so we couldn't. So I went to bed.
Sunday:I went and got my sister, then I got bored so I got ready and went and checked my schedule at work. Then I went to the mall and wal-mart and Ulta. I really wanted some earrings, but I couldn't find any I liked. So I just came home. Now I think I am just gonna do some homework I need to finish and relax. It's pretty cold today and I had just planned to relax.
I hope everyone had a fun and relaxing weekend. I am definitely not looking forward to school, but I don't have to much longer to go.
See ya'll later.
xoxo-Tasha (:

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Pretty good day!

Hey guys!
I will start off by saying that I have been taking this sleeping medicine called "zzzquil" by the makers of Day and Nyquil. I will just say that this stuff really works. I have taken it twice and it knocks you out. For me it takes about an hour and a half to kick in, so I would recommend taking it about 2 hours before you would normally go to bed. I am just saying, this stuff will knock you out.
Both times I have turned my alarm off and rolled back over thinking I was just gonna sleep for a few more minutes, then waking up super late and being late to school once. So if you have sleeping problems, I would recommend it, but beware.

For Sociology, we have to do a deviance project. If we tape it, we can get a grade replacement for something we do later in the semester, so you know I will definitely be doing that! For my deviance project I am going to dance behind people at Wal-Mart and Target when they least expect it. My best friend and a couple of our other friends are coming. I really don't wanna do this. But I will post more on that when I actually do it. (: So stay tuned because it should be interesting.

Next on the agenda... I worked today for the first time in five days. It wasn't to bad. A couple of my pretty good friends were there today. So we had fun. McDonalds is only bad if you make it bad, but I still hate that horrible place. I came home and did a bunch of homework and now this girl is ready to go to bed.
Ohhh! I just finished the 50 Shades trilogy. Ohh weeee. I will find me a Christian Grey someday. (;
That I will.
I am about to start reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower so I can watch the movie.
Every Friday we have reading day in English, and I love reading, so it gives me the time I need each week to catch up on my reading. I have been reading a lot lately. But it's good to escape to somewhere you might never get to go.
Okay, for real this time, I am going to take a shower and crawl into bed and rest. No sleeping medicine tonight. I think work really tired me out enough.
Goodnight everybody and I will post tomorrow. (:
Sweet dreams
xoxo-Tasha





Wednesday, January 9, 2013

So busy!

Ooookay, I am sorry it has been forever since I posted, but I have been so busy since school really got back into swing. I think I am getting sick. I am about to take some sleeping medicine and go to bed.
I haven't had any caffeine since Monday. Which is a huge thing for me. I would drink coffee, tea, or soda all day long. I am pretty sure this gosh awful migraine is from withdrawls. I have been drinking bottles and bottles of water. I also hope this makes me lose a bunch of weight.
Aubrie got her tonsils taken out today. I went and saw her after school and she looked so pitiful. You could tell she didn't really like it.
That's pretty much all that has been happening in my life lately. So I hope everyone is having a good week, and tomorrow is Thursday! Only 2 more days of the week to go!!!
I will post more tomorrow. I am sorry, but I really just feel like going back to sleep and I have a big math quiz tomorrow.
Thanks for reading!
xoxo-Tasha :)

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Great Day!!! +getting my nose pierced!!!!

Today was such a great day! It's been so productive and fun. (: which always makes for a good day.
I woke up bright and early and got ready. I needed to go to the bank. After that I went and got my hair highlighted and eyebrows waxed. This might seem weird to you guys, but I love the feeling of getting your eyebrows waxed. It relaxes me. I have no idea why, but it just does.
Anyways, I know that it is weird that I would get my hair highlighted in the middle of winter. I got it done because it had been so long since I got my highlights done, and my hair was extremely grown out. Also, I look really sick with dark hair. Everyone thinks I have cancer or something. So I have always looked good with blonde hair.

Next, I went to the library and printed out a reciept from an online order so I could return some lip colors I had gotten. They just didn't look good. Then I went to Ulta and Wal-Mart.
When I got home, I discovered that my mom had found The Hunger Games on TV. So I started watching that. I make this chocolate cake completely from scratch and my mom loves it. She asked me to make it, so I did. It doesn't take long to make at all. I was waiting for Morgan to get off work and come over.
But the most important thing that happened today had to be this----I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED TODAY!
I have been waiting since the 9th grade to get my nose pierced, and my mom just never let me go get it. So I went and got it done. The guys that were working there were hilarious. We were laughing the whole time.
So I guess I will tell you how my piercing went. I went back to this little space. The piercer told me what he was gonna do and it was done. He told me it would be on the count of 3, but really he said one and then pierced it. I think it would be better done that way instead of waiting until 3. It's not waiting for the anticipation. It didn't really hurt that bad. It just feels like a sharp pinch and then it's over. It takes seriously probably 5 minutes. The only problem was that my nose bled a lot. Well...I guess you wouldn't call that a problem. A lot of peoples nose bleeds when they get it pierced, but mine did. It was gushing everywhere. And my eye watered A LOT. The guys were making fun of me, but it was really funny. The guy that worked there was really cute too. So I don't have anything to complain about that.

After I got that done, Morgan and I went and ate dinner at this really good burger place. Then I came home. My mom was not to happy about my piercing at all. I don't think she was mad, I just think she was shocked that I went and got it. I told her that I would be getting it done after I turn 18. I just didn't mention that it would be today....
Oh well, she will be okay.

Now I have just been watching TV, watching YouTube videos(which can be very entertaining), and just browsing the net.
I am about to start cleaning my room. It shouldn't take long. It's just a bunch of clothes.
I hope everyone else had a good day!!!!
Talk to you tomorrow. (:
Goodnight!

Friday, January 4, 2013

Stressed

Well one thing you should all know about me is that I absolutely HATE math. It is the worst subject ever. I have no idea what I am doing. Our teacher is no longer giving us homework grades. Our entire grade is based on quizzes and tests. Plus, we still have to do the homework. And guess what Monday brings? A homework quiz!!! Oh goody. I'm just gonna try and find a way to do it.

Also, my sister and her baby moved in today. I know most people would be like "wooohooo!" but not me. My sister is just something else. I just get tired of her immaturity.

Work was okay today. I don't know if you guys know this, but I work at McDonalds. It is the most horrible job EVER. It is absolutely horrible. Every customer thinks they are just the smartest person ever and that I do not know anything just because I work at McDonalds. I am just there because I am in high school and it is a good starter job.
I have to say though, my favorite customers are the ones that think I owe them something because they work at a better job than I do. I am 18, but most people think I am at least 21-22.
My second favorite kind of person are the guys that come and think they are the cutest things ever and that every woman on earth is dying at a shot to get with them. They usually say something like the following: "Aye babygirl. How you doin'? can I get yo numba? What's a pretty girl like you doin working at a place like this? You need to get with me. That's where it's at. Wanna throw in an order of fries for me please? C'mon, you know you want to. *wink*"
I'm just standing there like "really?" you just asked me for my number at the drive thru of my job and then asked me to throw in some fries. Boy, no. Just get on with your broken down, trashbag in your broken window, and door handles missing car.
 You will probably hear about me hating my job a lot. Just a warning. I always have crazy stories and customers that come in.

On the brightside, I am getting my hair highlighted tomorrow. And let me tell ya, it is way past due. These roots are so grown out. I wanted to wait, but I just look horrible with brown hair. I have always been a "blondie".
I will probably get my nose pierced tomorrow, too. I have wanted to get it done since the 9th grade and I just haven't got to because mom wouldn't let me. But since I'm 18 now, I don't have to have her permission!
I think that is all for tonight. Hopefully tomorrows post will be better. I told ya'll I have my bad days. Today wasn't horrible. I am just not in the greatest of moods. But thanks for reading. (:

My Life

How is everyone today?
I just wanted to let everyone get to know me
I am 18 years old. My birthday is November 25th. I have worked at McDonalds for about 2 years. It's the worst job ever, but hey, it is still a job. I am really lucky to have a job when so many people don't. I have 1 brother and 1 sister and the most adorable niece you have ever seen. She is 18 months old and the cutest little baby ever.
I am about to graduate high school. I am in the last semester of my school life. I cannot wait to get out of there. I am working so hard and I am just ready to be done and on to college.
I am really into fashion and make-up. I love going shopping.
I just like to be chill and laid back. I love my friends and I just want to have a good time.
I think that's all for now. You will learn more about me as the year goes on. (:

Welcome (:

Hi (:
So for one of my New Years resolutions I decided I wanted to try and blog everyday. So here goes nothing.
I'll just let you know a little about me...just like everyone else I have my good days and my bad. I don't have a set thing I am going to post about. It could be what happened during my day, something that I have been thinking about lately, something I have really been loving, or something that I haven't been loving. I also have quite a mouth. So please don't be offended if I cuss, because that is just me. I just wanted a way to get stuff off of my mind. I am only human. I think that is all for now.
If you have any questions then please feel free to comment and ask me. (: